Age 17

I feel sick. Sick and tired, Tired of the fear.
My fears for things make me feel like the dirt beneath me.
My blood boils and feels like lava. My head aches and feels like an earthquake.

I can't sleep. I would love to and not be in fear of the unknown.
I can't eat. Only for the chunks to rise

This is going get the best of me and I’ll never be the same.

I would like to cry. I cry all the time,
I would like to cry harder. I feel so terrified of the unknown
I question humanity and wonder why they do what they do.

I need God to cast it off..